yeah

i haven't blogged in a while. fuck off. i mean that in a nice way. wanted to. started. my heart wasn't in it. felt forced. stopped. walked away. i felt conscious of new eyes. welcome. but new. it scared me. now i have to be deep? i'm not that deep. mostly i'm just tired. weird tired disease. too much. so no words. my camera = my words. my words = blank. bleah. blech. boring. spaces. so... here i am again. eek.

yeah.