with.

my father died. he died april 15. he's somewhere in the earth & somewhere in the sky.

my mom told me to get to sf. my tickets were for 4 days but i packed for 2 weeks.

ames, who is my f*in savior, picked me up from the airport, dropped off my bags at the house & brought me to the hospital.

i spent the next 5 days with my father. the first 2 nights i slept at the house. the last 3, i slept at the hospital in his room.

i held his hand the last 3 hours of his life. i rested my head on his leg as he took his last breath.

i was with him.

and he will always be with me.