time?

where does it go? how do i get some more? where did summer go? where did vacation go? did i get a vacation? did i cancel my vacation...2x? what the hell is going on?

can't go back in time. can't grab it wherever it went. can't get more. summer's almost gone. vacation is postponed. can't be explained. i just work. a lot. & desperately cling to whatever free time i get. 

i mean.

when i die, i do not want my tombstone to say:

yeah. she worked REALLY hard.